gorgeous boys and their toys..

he just gets that much more awesome.

fucking hell, he's gorgeous.

no need for talking

Stars by The XX
my sister told me about this song.

on rainy days like today, this song just sums up the exact feeling i have right now.

nothing's been going through my head this past few days. i like the minimal emptiness im feeling. anything can happen to me right now and the next minute i'd forget about it and just go about my own way. it's like, i'm zoned out. i guess since pw was just over it's like a huge load's been lifted off and now, i have nothing to fill my days with. plus, this weekend feels like the calm before a storm hits, lessons starts again next week.

on days like these, i just want to sit at the balcony with a warm blanket and just smoke. just watch the clouds pass and the cigarette smoke float away in the most seductive way, with this song playing on repeat. what a great day it'd be.

today, i feel nothing.

And maybe then we'd remember to slow down at all our favourite parts.

so, nowadays, it's been about long bus rides and walking. it's great.

on busrides, it's calm. time stops. it's like the whole world is passing by, and you're just looking over what everyone else is doing. i guess it's one of those places you can relax after a bad day. it's a perfect place to get your thoughts straightened out. you're alone and no one can disturb you. it's better if you have headphones on and music playing. it reall is as if you're shutting the world out.

i walk a lot these days. exploring different parts of a certain place i've always frequented but never really knew much about. it feels intimate. sometimes you get to meet new people along the way. it's exciting.

i love doing nothing and wasting time.


picture credit: greypaperstar

what do you want?

great love story.

epic

"because backyard pools are kinda illegal, eventhough they're kinda more fun to skate.." Tony Alva

exciting stuff. travel just to find empty pools to skate.

good looking man about town

Josh Beech is the hottest, most cool-looking guy ever. seriously.

Why he's hot:

1. Just look at that picture. Okay, now look at this one. Even just a glance
   his way has been known to impregnate women immediately. Who’s complaining
   though? He’d make some damn fine children and I know you’d be damn fine with
   doing what it takes to get those children.
   
2. His body. He may not be ripped, but don’t deny that you aren’t just dying to
   run your hands over his chest. Or his arms. Or, y’know, other parts of his body.
   

   ;)
   
3. He’s not just a model, he’s an English model. Which means he talks like
   this. Not only does his normal talking voice just add to his appeal, he also
   sings. Imagine him singing you to sleep at night, or singing softly in your ear
   after an intense bout of love making (WARNING: Such thoughts may induce
   hyperventilation and jizzing, always keep a paper bag and spare undies close
   by).
   
4. He’s got that whole bad boy look going for him. From the tattoos to the
   plugs to the smoking, this boy’s a whole smorgasbord of delicious every woman
   just wants to eat up.
   
5. The smile. It doesn’t even need an explanation for why it’s on this list.
   Just go look at it and you’ll understand.

picture credits: The Daily Dose of Josh Beech

my wildest dream...

my biggest fear is that i didn't manage to "live life". yeah.. i don't want to be an epic failure and regret everything.

from The Secret Postcards

who say's Singapore isn't cool?

sk8erzZzZzzz!
hahahhaha

That's bullshit, bro. We surf and we skate every day. We get to do whatever we want.

so yeah.. josh's got me into skateboarding. like, whoa. how? i dunno. imma borrow his board and try it out for myself next week. can't wait for the bruises to come. haha. i don't exactly want to get all uppity and try to do the stunts. i mostly just want to be able to go down a big hill and swerve from left to right, feeling the moment. i dunno. but, imma try.

i got super inspired by Lords of Dogtown, the movie. the scene where Emile Hirsch's character skates down the wide slope, right on the road. and he squats and all. yeahh. that's what i want to be able to pull off.

so yeah.. wish me luck. haha.

the list

i found this list off Dolly Delicious' (yes, he's back!!) blog. i got inspired and did it myself.


Where in the world would you most like to be you right now?

Walking on the streets of London on the arms of a man in a black peacoat.

Who would you be if you had a completely different person?
Kate Moss/Mary Kate Olsen/Kristen Stewart

in which color is your dream house painted?
Red-bricked.

(picutre credit: The Selby)

What name do you know is beautiful?
Emily

which is the best word that exist?

lost  /lɔst, lɒst/
–adjective

1. no longer possessed or retained: lost friends.
2. no longer to be found: lost articles.
3. having gone astray
or missed the way; bewildered as to place, direction, etc.: lost children.
4. not used to good purpose, as opportunities, time, or labor; wasted: a
lost advantage.
5. being something that someone has failed to win: a lost
prize.
6. ending in or attended with defeat: a lost battle.
7. destroyed
or ruined: lost ships.
8. preoccupied; rapt: He seems lost in thought.
9. distracted; distraught; desperate; hopeless: the lost look of a man
trapped and afraid.

what is most important that you have time to do before you just dust?

sing in front of an audience.

the story is your absolute favorite?

Teach Me

If you only had to eat one thing for the rest of your life what would you choose?

Cadbury's dairy milk chocolate

If you only had to dress in a color the rest of your life what would you choose?
Black

If you only had to listen to a single track in the rest of your life what would you choose?

Revelry by Kings Of Leon

If you just had to see a single film in the rest of your life what would you choose?
Almost Famous

if you only had to buy a single thing to what would you choose then?
A piano.

Which language is beautiful to you?

Français

What book is on your bedside table right now?

Notice by Heather Lewis

Which season do you think best about?
Summer.Music festivals.Bonnaroo.

i wanna start a rock and roll group

ohmyFUCKINGGOD.

like, fuck. this is one of those, "i just jizzed in my pants" moments, "goosebumps all over me arms" and shit. whoa... seriously... i have to watch this movie. i'm so serious right now.. ohgodd. ohmygod..

the liverpool accent just makes it so so SO much better..
i cannot wait.

i just watched it a second time, and i got chills going down my spine and goosebumps throughout my body. whoaaa

outside, the boxcar waiting

i die.. i just died.

his voice is so...not-smooth in the most brilliant way. the grunts (0.12-0.16) and the way he stretches his voice(0.33-0.38). ohman.

i die...